Why do I always mess everything up?
One little thing happens, and I get this idea in my head, even if its entirely insane and irrational, and I can’t stop thinking about it. I keep thinking you must not care, who would? Even though I know you do. I’m sorry that I hurt you, I really didn’t want to. I’m just really stupid. Nothing I said means that you did anything wrong, it means that I have a messed up mind and have trouble believing that people care.