-0rgasmic: I hate being ignored
I seriously cannot deal with this anxiety anymore.
Why do I always mess everything up?
One little thing happens, and I get this idea in my head, even if its entirely insane and irrational, and I can’t stop thinking about it. I keep thinking you must not care, who would? Even though I know you do. I’m sorry that I hurt you, I really didn’t want to. I’m just really stupid. Nothing I said means that you did anything wrong, it means that I have a messed up mind...
I knew everything would change.
It’s just not the way it used to be. You’re not acting the way you used to. I miss it. I feel like you’re getting sick of me or moving on to better people. I don’t know what to do, I can’t keep everything the way it used to be and it breaks me heart. I’m sad again. I feel like you just don’t care like you used to.
beasoul: I really just want to vent everything right now.
Whatever, I'm used to not being important anyway..
you’re happy, and that’s all I care about